I’ve gotten far to good at meeting girls I do not want. Every fucking Friday I meet several. When I finally decide I want a girl I feel like I cannot have her. I get hate mail from my ex’s and all it does is make me more frustrated and lonely. I just feel stuck. I’ve had almost a year to feel like I can move on to something better but I just can’t fucking find anyone that is worth my time. I need to learn to be happy with me - but I’m not. Thank god I have my dog. He is the love of my life. No girl can replace him I think. He is too win.
/rage more plx daniel
“The greatest weakness of most humans is their hesitancy to tell others that they love them while they are still alive.”
-Optimus Prime” —
I have seen this moment;
each day in my mind.
It has been burning.
and building with time.
There will be no surrender.
I’ll accept no defeat.
I am now determined;
to have what I seek.
Never a goal was so set in my mind;
That I couldn’t give up until the day that I die.
I cannot settle and will not give in;
as each day the pressure is building within.
I am now focused and certain it’ll come.
It is my gain and I will not be wrong.
The last time I spoke to my grandfather before he passed he was suffering from liver failure. He was aware he was about to die and incapable of staying awake for very long. For those of you who never knew my grandfather he was awesome. He was a large, headstrong man and always had some sort of advice to give you in some sort of weird way - that was always uniquely his own. In our last talk he gave me “one last piece of advice in case he never gets the chance to again.” He never did get another chance but this was what he told me:
“Take council with your courage. Forget all your fears.”
I have to say this was the best advice I have ever been given. He was so win. I really do wish he hadn’t had to leave us so early. I miss him.