OK, so I am hammered. Thanks to Mason. I am now willing to go through with this sad fact game shit:
1. I regret that I am single after nearly 3 years.
2. I believe girls will cheat and not always because they are bad people.
3. I want some one that is bad for me.
4. I might have something to fall back on but don’t want to admit it.
5. I drink too much.
6. I love that I drink too much.
7. I think better of myself and alcohol more than anything else I can perceive at this moment.
8. My life’s come off it’s track and I could be what some would want but most should be free of me. I cannot give of myself at this point.
9. I feel like I don’t really have a friend in this state.
10. I wouldn’t mind dying and I am yet undecided how I will go but I have an idea.